AN: OK, here we go! Here’s the finale of this story 🙂 thanks for coming along on this journey with me. And I do apologize if this post seems rushed after last night’s edition. Honestly the story evolved more and more with each passing day and when I got to Cypress actually finding them – I blanked on how Oscar and Briggs would safely escape at that point. But I hope you guys enjoyed and liked what I’ve framed for the future 🙂
*~For Be~*
A low rumble echoed through the cockpit of Cypress’ Defender, the only sound breaking through the defying silence between the three occupants. The pilot was poised in her seat, her attention fully on the screens as she made their way back towards base. A frown was painted on her lips, her core Cedar cozying up in the crook of her neck to provide some comfort from the day’s events. But nothing would wash away the feeling of confusion, anger, and hint of betrayal she felt from her own teammate’s actions.
The storefront standoff was over as quickly as it started. Thaddeus Normanle had spoken some flowered words about releasing a known murderer from harm, his pleas for Cypress to trust his actions. She faltered at the request – begging for answers. And that’s when the smoke began to fill the room. A smokescreen Thad had tossed in, the soldier launching himself forward to grab hold of his teammate’s weapon as he called for the other occupants to flee. Though he tried to be as gentle as possible against Cypress, his fluidity in turning a Defender Corp tool against her and disarming her while allowing a known murderer and his lackey free were too much to bear. She tossed him into the shelving, desperate to chase after those who dared to flee. But it was already too late, the only one she stumbled upon being the coughing form of Adelle Hughes curled up in her hiding spot.
There were no room for words as Cypress ushered Adelle towards safety, her hand clutching onto Thad’s tattered collar and dragging him after her. She tossed them both inside the Defender and removed Thad’s weapons from his person, demanding they strap in for a long ride back to camp. The last words spoken from her was an announcement over Cedar’s channel that she’d found Thad and Adelle and were bringing them back home. And then – silence.
Behind the pilot seat harnessed in on the crowded bench were Thad and Adelle, both lost in their own daze and lulled by the humming of the engines of the suit. The Normanle son was an absolute mess, his usual catered looks now completely disheveled. Hints of abuse from the night’s escapades littered what remained of his uniform and his skin. His blond hair was caked with dirt, leaving it a dingy mess atop his noggin. And there was a blood trail down his lip, likely from Cypress’ response to his attempts to disarm her. He sat there quietly, his head resting against the metal casing of the cockpit, a deep sadness emanating from him as the memories continued to play in his mind from everything that had happened. There was just so much he didn’t understand…and unfortunately, so much he began to understand all too well.
Adelle hadn’t said a word since the rescue – her cheeks reddened by the streaming tears she’d been crying all night. Unfortunately her Rubik’s Cube was long gone – likely tossed during the shootout if not still in Elliot’s hold as he was whisked away for medical attention by Quill. So without her tool to keep her mind at easy, her fingers fumbled once again with Kelphalos, the core cold to the touch as she massaged his gel-like skin.
More and more the memories haunted her mind, catching her breath in her throat. Her actions grew more rough with the core as she remembered the anger-filled gaze of her guardian yesterday by the fire, the horrible sight of Elliot’s wound as the others argued around him, Thad gripping tightly to Oscar as he prepared to shoot him through the skull, and then…Thad’s horror-painted expression at Oscar’s announcement of his family’s involvement with the Cordelias…and Artemis Crane. Poor Kelphalos wanted to be there for Adelle but he was at his limit, vocal squeaks sounding his pain as he wiggled from her grip and onto her lap.
Honey orbs filled to the brim with sadness as she looked upon the core and then to her own hands, bathed in dirt and traces of blood from the wound that had since dried up on her cheek. A whimper bubbled up in her throat as she shivered in her seat, a rush of pain and sorrow welling up within her. She would have likely collapsed in place, lost to her sobs if not for the sudden outstretched hand entering her path of sight. She visibly flinched at the gesture, gawking at the offered limb for a moment before turning fully to stare upon the man beside her.
Thad didn’t turn his gaze. He knew if he did…there would be tears of his own. But he had to make that next step to fix whatever he could with his ward. Adelle needed those who cared about her now more than ever. She needed him…just like he needed her.
“I’ve made mistakes in the past two days that I’ll never be able to forgive myself for,” Thad began. “I’ve made mistakes all throughout my life honestly. I’ve turned a blind eye to the wrongs I knew others of my stature were capable of – all because of fear. Fear of losing my place in my family. Fear of losing what I felt was most important to me. I let myself become what I am today…someone who let years of emotion…of rage…of fear…linger unchecked until he could no longer contain it. Even if it ended up crossing those he cared about most.”
Adelle didn’t respond. She simply stared up at him, trying to gauge what he was saying to her.
“Yesterday I lost it. I felt control over my life completely slipping through my fingers. I could not protect Elliot from being reinstated as a pilot. I completely failed him and-and I lost control,” Thad admitted, slowly turning his head to look upon his ward. Sure enough, as soon as he met those honey orbs, the tears were rolling down his cheeks. “It’s happened before though I tried so desperately to keep that part of me hidden from you both. You didn’t deserve to see that. To feel that fear in the presence of someone like me who couldn’t contain his emotions. I don’t blame you from running away – feeling hurt and betrayed from seeing me like that. I knew the moment I saw you there – so scared in the wake of my destructive nature – that I had failed you more than I ever thought possible. I was a monster…”
He paused for a moment, catching his breath in his throat before continuing on, “What Oscar said tonight…it’s true that I didn’t know what he was saying…about what happened at the Cordelia Massacre, what happened between our families as well as with Crane. But I can say without a doubt…that what he said may be true. I don’t agree with many of my families’ means to hold their power. But I don’t stop it either. I don’t stand against it. I simply play my role in the game…because if I don’t, I fear what will happen to Elliot. And what would happen to you. And what will happen to me.”
Cypress seemed to flinch at his statement but offered no words of her own. She simply sat there and listened to the exchange, her own mind reeling from the day’s events.
“Thad, I-,” Adelle began to speak; however, she couldn’t speak fully. Not yet. She had to overcome her own fears, her own emotions. She needed to gather her thoughts.
“I could say sorry a million times over and it still wouldn’t be enough, it still wouldn’t excuse what I’ve done – or not done. It wouldn’t excuse my actions in turning a blind eye to the terrible world my family has delved into. It wouldn’t excuse my raging emotions. It wouldn’t excuse the hurt I’ve caused you and Elliot and it wouldn’t excuse what I did-,” a whimper escaped Thad’s lips as he tried to pull himself together. The terrified stare of Oscar haunted him – left him a blundering mess. How could he let himself get to that point? He almost killed Oscar…he almost… “-What I did tonight, to Oscar, to you, to everyone…it wouldn’t be excused. And it shouldn’t. My behavior shouldn’t be excused. I have to atone for what I’ve done. Live with it and be better. I don’t know how to do that but I have to…I have to be better. Even if it means suffering with being hated by those I care about…”
Adelle’s eyes widened at his words. She wanted so badly to interject but…she couldn’t. Not yet. She didn’t know what was needed to be said at that moment. She needed to choose her words carefully.
Thad flexed his hand he’d outstretched to his ward, “I don’t expect you to ever forgive me or trust me ever again. But I know you’re hurting just as much as I am – no, you’re hurting much more than I am – and – and I know you need something to take your mind off of it. So you can take my hand, you can break my fingers for all I care, whatever it takes for you to find the peace you need to smile again. Because you don’t deserve this pain – you don’t deserve this sadness – you don’t deserve this hell you’ve found yourself in.”
“T-Thad,” Adelle whispered again, her body quivering beside him as tears continued to roll down her cheeks. “Stop it.”
He flinched at her order and prepared to pull back his hand, ready to accept her rejection in kind. However, her hand suddenly latched onto his, pulling it up to her face as she rested her soaked cheek upon its dorsal side. Her fingers wove with his, so tight in their grip as she looked to him through her salted veil.
“Don’t ever – ever – say you deserve the pain, the suffering, any of it,” she snapped at him. “I know you’ve made mistakes. We’ve all made mistakes in life. Some small…some so great and terrible. But we have to atone for them and do better – not allow those mistakes overcome us. It’s true that some things are so unforgivable – but that doesn’t mean you allow yourself to sink into despair – you climb out of that hole and work your ass off to do better. And seek help! Like you and Elliot taught me to do – when you gave me the chance to escape from Crane!”
Thad was taken back by the woman’s outburst. He wasn’t sure he’d ever seen her speak her mind so resoundingly – not since the early days when he saw her finally break away from Crane’s hold. She had turned her shouts upon him – practically begging for him to see reason. All while tearfully holding his hand.
“I’m scared. I’m scared all the time. I’m scared that Crane will return. That Elliot will get himself killed. That you’ll hurt or abandon me just as others have done!” Adelle continued. “You scared me last night. You scared me again today. But that doesn’t mean that I hate you! That I believe you deserve so much suffering! Because I don’t. You did wrong – but you have a chance to learn from it and atone. You have a chance to do something about all of this!”
“She’s right,” Cypress’ voice suddenly rose up from the pilot’s seat, both passengers turning to gaze at her as she peered over her shoulder at them. “I don’t understand everything that’s going on. But the reason I align with you Thad isn’t simply because we’re part of the Defender Corp together or because of the money and power our families possess. We’re kindred spirits in that regard. I have people I want to protect. And that includes you and your wards…”
“Cypress, what are you-?”
“So Thaddeus Normanle, I’m going to do something crazy. I’m going to take responsibility for your actions today. I already got word from Valery that she’s also on our side. Quill’s also been briefed to keep his damn mouth shut. We’ll tell off Commander Lionsgate and say that it was because of my orders to Adelle that she swooped in to rescue you both from certain death. No one has to know about Oscar Ortez or his friend…but Thad, this means you got to start talking once we’re out of this Scott-free. Whatever happened between Oscar, whatever you learned, whatever you’ve been holding in – it’s time to involve me as your commanding officer. I can’t protect you further if you don’t trust me. You hear me?”
“Cypress, I-,” Thad began but with a pull on his hand he let the excuses wash away as he nodded along. “Thank you Cypress. I’ll tell you everything. I owe you that and so much more.”
“Damn right you do. Don’t ever come at me like that again or I’ll shoot you myself,” she snapped before returning her focus on piloting the suit. However, there was nothing hiding the grin now curling on her lips.
“I don’t deserve this kindness…”
“I said stop it,” Adelle hissed at the man as she tugged harder on his hand. “Don’t say things like that anymore. I mean it.”
Thad nodded with a sigh, “If the Princess commands it, I’ll honor her wishes until the end of time.”
“Shut up,” she grumbled under her breath with a huff. Nevertheless she stayed there, holding his hand – and trusting him completely. “T-Thad I’m sorry for not – not talking to you about my own feelings. For letting you suffer alone while I hid away from you. And I’m sorry for once again going against your wishes. I know you wanted me to stay far away from the battlefield but – but I couldn’t just let you both die.”
Thad raised a brow at her words, “No, don’t be sorry. You were scared and-.”
“No, I shouldn’t run away from what I fear. I shouldn’t run away from my friends. I should be honest with them – with you,” she interrupted again. “I want to be more honest with you about…everything. It may take some time for me to fully do that – but I want you to know that I want to do what I can to change for the better. I trust you. And I want to turn to you with my fears, my wishes, my dreams – everything. A-And maybe even be more honest when I’m about to do something stupid…”
“Like steal the Commander’s Jeep and come speeding into a battlefield? Or sneaking off on a rescue mission for Elliot after he got himself captured by the Resistance?” Thad retorted with a knowing glance to his ward. She didn’t flinch away from his prying – she simply sat there determined.
“I won’t lie – I’ll do it again in a heartbeat if it means saving those I love.”
“Of course I ended up with the most troublesome wards,” Thad joked, nodding along with her words. “Thank you for trusting me Adelle. I’ll do whatever I can to ensure that trust isn’t wasted upon me.”
Adelle rolled her eyes at his words; however, a familiar grin began to form on her lips. It was small and delicate, easily missable by others. But Thad could see it clearly…and it brought so much peace to his heart at that very moment. They were in for a long road ahead…but he was ready to take those next steps to fix his mistakes…
“Elliot…is probably going to be infuriated with me when I tell him what I almost did tonight,” Thad whispered to his ward at his side.
“He will but he’ll also be thankful that you let Oscar live,” Adelle answered, hesitantly scooting closer to the man as she rested her head upon his shoulder. Thad flinched at the action but quickly relented, slowly pressing his cheek upon her tangled curls. “What are you going to do about Oscar?”
“I don’t know…but I have to find him again somehow,” Thad replied. “I don’t know how I’ll find him but I need to find out exactly what happened. He may have done crimes with the Resistance since that night…but if what he said was true, something else happened that night at the Cordelias. And I believe the twins may have a bigger role than we initially thought.”
“Please don’t kill him Thad.”
“I don’t want to kill him. Not anymore.”
*~*~*~*~*~*
It had been days since the attack on Brunswick District, the fight leaving the Resistance forces scattered and dwindling by the day. It was an unequivocal loss – one that left many dead or captured by the Defender Corp. Luckily Oscar and Briggs were not among them, the two holed up far from sight at their personal base to rest after everything that had happened.
Oscar was a pouting mess upon the couch, his shoulder recovering from a gunshot wound. Petey would chirp to bring a smile to his partner’s lips but it did nothing to lift the man’s spirits. He seemed so lost…so unsure…he would grumble about Elliot, about Thad, about Adelle…about his own interests. His world was in chaos and he had no idea where to go from there after everything that had happened…
Briggs did his best to treat his partner, keep him sane through their isolation, even allow himself to warm up to Oscar that he was willing to share some about his own past, his own feelings. But it did little to bring Oscar out of his rut.
“I just-I don’t understand anything anymore,” Oscar admitted to the man beside him as Briggs redressed his wounds. “Why would Thad let us go just like that?”
“Adelle promised we would be free to go after we saved Elliot,” Briggs answered, only sharing the half-truth. In that promise, Briggs only forced Adelle’s hand in ensuring his own safety. Oscar was not part of the equation…but now he was thankful that he was. Oscar did everything he could to keep his word for Briggs, to protect him from harm. He had to admit…it was refreshing to be aligned with someone who actually followed through with their promises. Sure the details were a bit messy…but Oscar made it clear that he thought of Briggs as a friend and wanted to keep him safe.
“No, you don’t get it. Thad wanted to kill me – he wanted me dead,” Oscar said, a faraway look in his eye drenched in fear. “He almost did.”
“Maybe he knew if he did that Elliot would never forgive him,” Briggs said as he tied off the wrappings and tossed Oscar’s shirt to him. The former pilot caught it in the air and slipped it over his neck to cover himself up. Petey cooed from the back of the couch to agree with Briggs’ answers but it did little to stir Oscar from his questioning ways. “I’ll have to run out and get more supplies. Rest up and I’ll-.”
“No I’ll go – I need some air anyway,” Oscar interrupted as he climbed to his feet and threw his jacket on. Petey hopped after him to come along; securing himself in the man’s pocket as Briggs offered a hesitant wave goodbye. With a nod, he vanished out the door of their rundown apartment and made his way to the streets below.
Oscar didn’t get very far before he turned a corner and came face-to-face with someone he hadn’t seen since before the attack on Brunswick District, the familiar form of Harrison towering over him with a raised brow. “Damn, didn’t expect to see you out and about so soon after-after the loss,” Oscar stated, trying to hide the uncertainty in his tone. “You doing ok Harrison? I was worried about you.”
“I was able to escape with only minor injuries as you can see,” the taller man answered, tossing a hand onto Oscar’s injured shoulder. He visibly cringed at the force, Harrison seeming to show guilt at his actions. However, Oscar couldn’t help but notice something hidden beneath his gaze. Whatever it was – it was terrifying him. “Damn, I was worried when I hadn’t heard back from you. You got yourself injured? I’m so glad you made it out Oscar.”
“Heh right,” Oscar tried to laugh off the pain. “Yeah, I’m just trying to lick my wounds and get back to the grind. I’m sure you understand that all too well.”
“Of course, you and me are a lot alike in that sense,” Harrison continued with a nod. “We’ll have to regroup and build up our forces for the next assault. The Resistance won’t back down from this.”
“Damn right,” Oscar cheered on before stepping to the side to pass by his current ally. “Well Harrison, I’ve got to get stocked up for the coming days but I’ll be ready for the frontlines here soon. I’ll be-.”
“How did you get injured if you don’t mind me asking?” Harrison suddenly asked as he stepped in front of Oscar once again, his towering form growing more menacing by the second. “I thought you and Briggs were staying far from battle to help with the injured parties?”
“There were stragglers from the Defender Corp who made an advance on the rescue operations,” Oscar lied, hoping his crafted was enough to stick. “Got a decent bullet hole in the shoulder for taking them on. Luckily we both managed to overcome.”
“And where’s Briggs now?” Harrison continued to pry.
“We went our separate ways after the battle to take care of our wounds. We plan to regroup after we’ve recovered,” Oscar continued to try and get past the man to no avail. “Harrison, I do have to gather supplies. If you’d like, we can continue talking while making our way downtown. We can talk what all went down that day and-.”
Oscar suddenly hissed in pain as Harrison’s fingers dug into his shoulder and into the recovering wound, snatching him back so that their eyes met. “Oscar Ortez, tell me something – why do you lie to me, the person who rescued you from that hell that almost took your life away?”
“W-What are you talking about Harrison? I’m not-!”
“Enough lies Oscar. Are you truly that lost in your own stories to think that I didn’t have eyes all over that battlefield? That I didn’t see you and Briggs break rank to find that pilot again. To even turn on others with the Resistance?”
The color began to drain from Oscar’s face as he tried to break Harrison’s hold to no avail. “T-That’s not true! There’s been a misunderstand Harrison – just let me explain!”
“You can explain back at Base Alpha. And it better be the best damn excuse you ever gave because it’s clear that the poor boy I rescued all those years ago from the Cordelias is betraying my trust – and you know what happens to those who betray my trust. Now where’s Briggs?”
“I already told you! We went our separate ways after-ah!” Oscar cried out as Harrison pressed further into his wound before dragging him behind him. “Harrison stop!”
“Fine, keep protecting him – you’re the one who needs to answer for his crimes anyway,” Harrison snapped and disappeared around the corner with Oscar being dragged behind him…all the while poor Petey was tossed abandoned on the side of the road. The core knew he wanted to chase after his master; however, he knew that would only get them both snatched. He had to find Briggs…and fast…
*~My Enemy is My Best Friend END~*